I dont know if you can see any of this nan but this is just one way i try to remember you. everyday i think over all my times with you and all the things we'd done while you were here. theres nothing in this world that can ever replace you now your gone id do anything to see you again, to just speak to you one last time or to give you one last cuddle. that seems so selfish of me because the pain you were put through wasnt worth it and im so glad your at rest now, but i miss you every single day. If only you knew the things id do to get you back and let you live your life again without the things that happened. I promised you id make good of everything and i promised id always make you proud, visit me in australia please? i hate knowing you never got to see what me and rob will make of things over there but atleast i know youll be here in spirit and will loved to have been here to see it with us. Ill see you soon nanny, until then i love you. i love you so much, i miss you so much i will remember you always.